Life as Game
There is a poster on my wall that states:
I Am the Sun of the One God
Come here to demonstrate
True abundance of Receiving
The realization this morning is that it is safe for me to live to my own standards.
I have no obligation other than to my own joy.
Reactive Mind (RM) (see Glossary) has been telling me all along that it has only been so-called problems that have kept me here long enough to complete my so-called mission. Today this lie has been exposed as the lie that it is. I stay here (in 3D) from desire, not fear, and can leave however and whenever I wish. And come back again ditto.
My desire is to manifest (objectify) my every desire in order to play and have fun.
Today I suspect that the Wheel of Birth and Rebirth is nothing more than a handy portal that we use to ensure that we get what we came for in the first place. It is a way of explaining a set of experiences that then, courtesy of the RM, becomes a belief with fear as its filter. This particular portal is effective (though not essential) for as long as it is useful.
Fear is so easy. We enter this kind of embodiment and, as a given, accept the instinctive impress toward survival of the warm animal that we inhabit while here. The animal itself doesn’t know fear of death. Rather, the impulse toward continued life is hardwired to its neural pathways. We take that on and then take it a step further.
As humans we walk a tightrope between our Animal nature and our Divine nature. Left foot, right foot. Then the human RM (part of the False Ego), that only knows fear of not surviving in the body, enters the arena.
The arena is the desire for embodied life in a context that includes all possible experience – a smorgasbord of lusty life. But when the fear of Fear enters in, all becomes confusion and chaos, our felt foundation gets shifty, and we start to search for hidey holes.
My RM told me, whispered to me constantly, insinuated into me, a story that it wanted me to believe. That story was that 3D was weighty and full of perceived problems that had to be solved or life experiences would become more and more heavy and when I didn’t solve these difficulties and become ‘perfect’, then I would die and be punished, maybe forever.
What a load of bosh! What a load of lies that the rubes will pay good value for in order to be frightened to their core and shake in their boots!
My Truth is that I came here of my personal and collective free will, I stay because I find it interesting and fun to pretend there are limitations of any kind to my embodied experience. Rather, life in 3D is a game, an internalized computer game that we play for fun and satisfaction.
The opportunity here is to take on the perceived limitations (the Rules) as if they are real, and to arrange Time as slow and linear in order to give us the opportunity to drill down to a deeper core of Being. By entering this previously-unknown world of Self, the goal is to find and bring into the light any treasures hidden there. We do this in order to project these treasures onto the magic mirror of the outer world, the collective so-called reality, so these treasures can be seen and known to ourselves and to everyone, so that All Can Know All.
It’s Dungeons and Dragons all the way. Aren’t we having fun?
And then there’s that bit about ‘becoming perfect.’ This notion is a pet peeve of mine and here’s the skinny. Perfection Is. That’s it. Every thing is Already Perfect because It Is Exactly What It Is. Exactly What It Is. And if it appears to change, it will still be Exactly What It Is, that is, Perfect.
Isn’t the sky always a Perfect Sky? A tree a Perfect Tree? Electricity Perfect Electricity? Isn’t your big toe always a Perfect Big Toe? Aren’t you always a Perfect You, complete with quirks?
And Judgment!!! That’s part of that initial load of bosh. Let’s dig a hole, throw in all the stinky judgment about anything anywhere, cover it over and let the dead bury the dead. Then we can all stand in the Perfect Now, the only time there ever is, and know our essential Freedom, the Who and the What We Really Are.
This is my invitation to drop my load of baggage as unworthy, invite my Inner Child out to play, and let Life’s Joy be my guide. This life is the sandbox and the playground of the Gods.